Sodderland co-directed the multiple award-winning feature film 'My Beautiful Broken Brain' (executive produced by David Lynch), which is her own . (2018). My wife had not been feeling well and had slept for over 24 hours. This interview has been condensed and edited. But there is real value in my new life: its much more meaningful and focused, and that includes my relationships. I wanted to drink coffee again, andI wanted to get the coffee myself. JOIN NOW Executive producer David Lynch played a pivotal role in Lotje Sodderland's recovery, as explained in this documentary. Every three minutes and 27 seconds, someone in the UK has a stroke. She woke up in her east London flat with a blinding headache and in a state of frightening confusion. Join Facebook to connect with Lotje Sodderland and others you may know. When we came for the activities, my wife had to wheel me in, and people thought I was the patient.. Thedrugs numbed my brain, but I was paranoid and panicked. The initial goal of 30,000 was exceeded by 7340. I knew who I was, and I recognised my mother and brother -but I didnt know anything else. My vision was overcome with lurid green and purple grids. When he dropped me off at the station I said: Ithink were going to fall in love, and he said: Ithink so, too.. My brain no longer had the ability to switch off. The day of the stroke was fairly typical for me - a Sunday in November 2011. It could have happened at any time. A year has passed and Lotje is at a Cognitive Communication conference, speaking to anaudience of therapists, sharing with them her experience. IDFA AMSTERDAM. In the beginning, when I wanted to do a film, my family thought it was really weird, but they still supported me. Mr Tan shared: 25 January 2019 is a day that I try not to remember. As well as the new series of Twin Peaks. I didnt even know what assessment meant, or what I was being assessed for. Its such a testament to the power of these phones.LS: Definitely. Lotje Sodderland explores beauty and positivity after a traumatic health scare At age 34, film director Lotje Sodderland was struck by an intracerebral haemorrhagic stroke after a night out with her friends. Youve expanded, he said. I thought I was talking to them, but they didnt reply. 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I woke to the sound of nurses by my bed, discussing their Christmas plans. Inoticed that we hadnt said anything for a while. When Mrs Tan regained consciousness, Mr Tan also had to manage his wifes agitation towards her weakened condition and new disability called aphasia. I spent a long time constructing a message, and recording what I felt. Thank you so much for joining us. She made it her mission afterwards to understand . Id forgotten her name, and I couldnt really explain what I wanted. I had no strategy to survive any catastrophes of the heart was it utterly unwise to expose myself to such potential loss? It didnt really make that much sense: It was all in capitals, and there were no full stops. My occupational therapist, a kind and patient woman and self-proclaimed luddite, helped me relearn how to use my laptop, and suddenly, to my surprise, my body remembered how to touch-type. Jan later filled in the gaps. He had called the ambulance asmy eyeballs disappeared into the back ofmyhead. The extraordinary documentary takes you on a journey inside Sodderland's mind, using special effects to recreate the distorted vision she experienced as a side-effect of the stroke and the pulsating colours and strange visuals that became her new normal. During that first strange, solitary fortnight, I had an idea myfirst linear thought. Lotje Sodderland makes candid, vulnerable films laced with pathos and humour. My Beautiful Broken Brainis an intensely personal story of a 34 year old woman, Lotje Sodderland, who documented through film her 1-year journey of recovery from hemorrhagic stroke, which resulted in Aphasia. I definitely never thought I would actually send those messages to him, especially early on. This prompts her to enroll in an experimental therapy that uses Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS) a non-invasive methodto stimulate a small part of the brain through magnetically induced electric currents. Filmmaker Lotje Sodderland documents her recovery process from the hemorrhagic stroke she had at 34 and the new life she builds in the aftermath. Want to bookmark your favourite articles and stories to read or reference later? She did the tea and toast test on me, and this time Ipassed. Stuck in a passionless marriage, a journalist must choose between her distant but loving husband and a younger ex-boyfriend who has reentered her life. 7.5 TV Movie Lotje describes herself as hard-working, a traveler, someone who has lots of friends, someone who loves to read. The surgeon called it a bleed; some doctors call it a haemorrhagic stroke. Aphasia SG is a not-for-profit organisation supporting persons with aphasia and their caregivers. I didnt know it yet, but I was experiencing anunprovoked bleed to my brain a stroke. "We started filming that day and she was still very confused and there was a big part of me that was wary because I knew she was very vulnerable and had to concentrate on recovery. On this Wikipedia the language links are at the top of the page across from the article title. I moved into my own place, and vowed never to see another therapist again. Elf and Iron Man director Jon Favreau is a fairly safe pair of hands though, and Idris Elba, Ben Kingsley, Scarlett Johansson, Lupita Nyong'o, Christopher Walken, Giancarlo Esposito and Bill Murray are all on board, 'Financial TV personality Lee Gates, who offers up stock advice on his hit show "Money Monster," is held hostage by a viewer, Kyle Budwell, who lost all of his money following a bad tip from Lee during his show'. The material on this site may not be reproduced, distributed, transmitted, cached or otherwise used, except with the prior written permission of Cond Nast. Before my stroke, Isaw him, his wife and daughters most weeks. Whats not to like? Soon after Iwas born, my parents broke up, and my mother, my older brother, Jan, and I moved three times before I was 16, when we ended up in London. This first standalone 'anthology' film centres on a Death Star heist, but may prove to just be filler while Star Wars 8 is in production, 'A spacecraft traveling to a distant colony planet and transporting thousands of people has a malfunction in one of its sleep chambers. As a result, a single passenger is awakened 60 years early. There is no silence more resounding than that of a cognitive communication malfunction. Trained as a paramedic during his national service days, Mr Tan instinctively called for an ambulance immediately. Among the faculties Ihadlost was the ability to understand narrative. So it was sad. Two weeks after the stroke, I nearly burned the ward to a cinder when the hospital ran a standard independent living test on me (the making of tea and toast). Six years ago, film-maker Lotje Sodderland suffered from a devastating brain haemorrhage. This might well be Jason Bourne's last outing, so I hope they send him off in style, Harley Quinn was one of the most popular Halloween costumes this year, despite the holiday falling months before the release of the film she's in. Mrs Tan said: Right now, a year on, my language skill is like a primary three student. And had I actually gone mad? It seemed entirely impossible that I would be able to love someone else and even more improbable that someone would love the damaged new me. We never wanted this to be seen as just a film about recovery, because its so much more than that, Robinson adds. Filmmaker Lotje Sodderland documents her recovery process from the hemorrhagic stroke she had at 34 and the new life she builds in the aftermath. I was almost back to square one. Aphasia SG is a not-for-profit organisation supporting persons with aphasia and their caregivers. By making videos and telling the story of his stroke, David found that he was able to visualise the physiological progress he had made and still needed to make. With Lotje Sodderland. I could now write quite fluently, but I still could not read. She was a 34-year-old advertising executive with no indications of underlying health issues. She lost two years of her memory, forgetting her own daughter and even asking whether she herself was Chinese. A house cleaner desperately searches for her husband as a dreaded criminal syndicate dredges up past tragedies and ultimately drives her to violence. "My life now is very simple, it's very focused, but actually now I've come to terms with that, I can appreciate the beauty of it." I want to learn more words to argue and feel more like a married couple So, I am going to keep practising until I succeed, she laughed. She doesnt try to make it sound romantic. I had to. At the age of 34 Lotje Sodderland suffered a stroke that almost killed her but left her with a fascination with the science that saved her life. I didnt sleep for days. We see Lotje typing a text but she cant read what she has just typed. I had to figure out for myself that I was never going to be the same as before and find out how can I work with the new me and see the beauty and positivity in my new limitations. Apple should pay you guys some money! Shes quite a memorable person for lots of different reasons, including being a science-based filmmaker whos a woman doing really well. She acknowledges that therapists need to assess a person and define what the patients deficits are in order to conduct a proper therapy and figure out how to improve the persons capabilities. To get money, I would need to use a machine that spewed out notes. I never had any limits: travelling widelyand generally being very active. From Me to You: Kimi ni Todoke. "I went to meet her the day after she got out of hospital," says Robinson. I enjoy silence now, otherwise I cant sleep - my brain cant close down if has too much input during the day. Contact She admits that it takes a very long time to get used to a new brain.. This together with various sequences showing the world from her point-of-view at that time, including for example visual misperceptions (hallucinations), produce a rather personal storytelling style.[3][4][5]. Speech therapist Goh Huai Zhi shares his understanding of the brain and insights on aphasia recovery. It was a lovely email. My real life began 37 years ago when a puritanical Dutch model with a mission to cut a record called Je Cherche Un Homme met the hedonistic music producer responsible for bringing modern civilisation the pop genre known as y-y, and they fell in love. Start your Independent Premium subscription today. Sodderland describes the process of making My Beautiful Broken Brain as essential to her recovery. My family and friends knew that I was going to be different after the stroke and they accepted me. *Names changed as requested by the couple. First I would need to get some money. First of all, something terrible has happened. He started explaining that Lotje had started filming herself and would I come and meet her? But he did it in a very collaborative way. CRTEX - BRAIN, CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE REALITY OF THE EGO. JOIN NOW Executive producer David Lynch played a pivotal role in Lotje Sodderland's recovery, as explained in this documentary. It was very painful for my ears. : Directed by Stephen Finnigan. Read on for more from my conversation with the filmmakers, about their collaboration, how they got David Lynch on board, and what Sodderlands life looks like these days. A sketch of the monsters she saw in visions and dreams. I felt elated to have been able to share it, and at making the therapist laugh. They had set themselves a goal: by Christmas, they would have taught me to write a shopping list, and to read Simpkin, by Quentin Blake, my three-year-old niece Matildas favourite book. A more deep seated confrontation with my mortality manifested itself through panic attacks, but theydidnt really kick in until after I had aseizure -months after my initialstroke. I put it on Vimeo with a password. He has only ever known me in my new incarnation, and who knows -he may not have liked the old me. Shed been put into an induced coma, endured emergency surgery to her parietal and temporal lobes. But mostly My Beautiful Broken Brain is about Sodderlands inner journey from confusion, trauma, and sometimes despair to remarkably sunny acceptance of her new life and her new mind. He said, Do you remember me? .LS: I did. Lotje Sodderland was a digital producer at a hip London creative agency when she suffered a stroke that decimated her language skills and threw her sensory perception into disarray. Published: May 29, 2020 Newlyweds take on challenges of aphasia hand in hand, heart to heart When a sudden illness robbed Mrs Tan of her communication abilities, find out how she and her husband sourced for creative ways to recover while continue to enjoy the sweet moments of married life together. Filmmaker Lotje Sodderland documents her recovery process from the hemorrhagic stroke she had at 34 and the new life she builds in the aftermath. When you were filming yourself on your phone, did you think of that footage as something you might eventually make use of?LS: No. Sure enough, a kindly shrink showed up, but her short visits barely scratched the surface of the vacuous black hole that was consuming me. films; about; bla-bla; The Infinit Magic of Having Less. You wrote a beautiful piece for The Guardian about a year ago about what happened to you . It was going to be impossible. Our relationship professionally really developed once Id had the stroke. After two days in an induced coma, with emergency surgery to my parietal and temporal lobes, the parts of my brain wherelanguage and perception are housed, I woke up in aworld I didnt recognise. [1] La La Land will certainly be different, a musical comedy-drama about a young pianist and an actor played by Ryan Gosling and Emma Stone respectively, This is something of a question mark. Her brother is also joyful: She is alive! Around April, I also started researching community groups and found Aphasia SG.. She hears intense sounds. Registered office: 1 London Bridge Street, SE1 9GF. When you hear someones just had a brain hemorrhage, youre not going to say no. Since the stroke, I've had to really transform my lifestyle and accept that things are going tobe very different. I had been a film-maker: could I film this? We seeLotje struggle with the first sessions of cognitive evaluation and speech therapy, the embarrassment from not being able to remember simple word, her nervous laughter, her apologies for not making a lot of sense, her courageoussmile turning into uncontrollable tears of frustration and sadness. Sodderland still struggles to read and write and has had to accept the differences in her new life. It is very difficult to be other peoples property. Thoughts occurred to me. But I used diagrams and drawings and eventually he understood. I did something that I normally never do, which is: I took a camera with me. 2023 Cond Nast. Starring: Sophie Robinson, Lotje Sodderland Watch all you want. Facebook gives people the power to share and makes the world more open and connected. Also, I think that speech and language therapy is such an amazing and helpful job to help people regain their communication skills which is a fundamental part of life. Certain things did start to change. I was conscious, but there was nothing there: no thought, no logic, no reason. Lotje Sodderlands documentary about her recovery, made with director Sophie Robinson, is now showing at festivals; go to mybeautifulbrokenbrain.com for more information. Here, she speaks to Telegraph Women about the day she became a different person. I had the camera with me, and there and then we said, Should we just try to do a bit of filming now and see what it feels like for both of us? PEOPLE 2008.3.10 Text: Lotje Sodderland Vlieger & Vandam comprise Carolien and Hein (respectively), a Dutch husband-and-wife team who's happy union was the result of a friend's casual match-making exploits. My friends and family thought I was going to die and they got quite scared and stressed, especially since we were unfamiliar with neuroscience or the brain. 2 months after her strokeshe enrolls in a 3-month long program ina neurological rehabilitation center for people with brain injurieswhere she undergoes psychological and linguistic treatment. One night, Lotjegoes out to watch fireworks in London, herhometown, and at the end of the evening, she goes home and goes to bed. In 2011, Lotje Sodderland was a 34-year-old Londoner living a life familiar to many: She worked a demanding 24/7 job at an advertising agency, traveled the world, and spent time with her wide. It is run by a team of dedicated speech therapist volunteers. I later asked him what it was like. Do you remember this meeting? Sodderland saw parallels between the almost hallucinatory things she was experiencing and David Lynch films. It didnt, she says, After her stroke Lotje Sodderland tried electronic pulses to fire up parts of the brain responsible for reading. Ive worked on a new character, becoming more patient, more accepting, kinder to myself and to the people around me. Some other friends, however, found it uncomfortable to hang out with an ill person or be around death. This footage, which she captured just weeks after waking up from an induced coma, has become part of My Beautiful Broken Brain, a film by Sodderland and Sophie Robinson, which premieres tomorrow on Netflix. Knowing that was not the answer, Mr Tan insisted for more tests and scans which subsequently revealed a dilated pupil and a blood clot in her brain, indicating signs of a stroke. David Lynch plays an interesting role in this narrative. Then reality hits. Now, he says, I dont interact with people in the same way, that I have become introspective. But Lotje, as you can hear on the phone and see in the film, is massively articulate and knows exactly what she wants. JOIN NOW Executive producer David Lynch played a pivotal role in Lotje Sodderland's recovery, as explained in this documentary. Iasked a friend if he thought I was a changed woman. Meditation is something I just didnt understand before the stroke, but it has really helped me deal with the effects ofpanic attacks, which I still suffer from occasionally. I was a fan of his magical, frightening, beautiful aesthetic, his mysterious narrative. "But I knew that I'd need some help.". When I tried to wake her, I saw a pool of saliva on the pillow, and noticed her speech was slurred and movements were weak.. Unable even to contemplate the idea of fear, it felt as if I had become fear itself. Karen with her husband, Andrew Adams. Romance is a complex neurological process, and Ididnt think Iwas eligible any more. He knows putting his name on it would help us in terms of getting the film recognized. He is a beautiful superhero/material engineer, who left London torestore a sawmill in Cornwalls ancient forestland, where Inow spend much of my time. He really helped us massively. Like all newlyweds, IT professionals Mr and Mrs Tan* had big plans for their married life after getting hitched in October 2018. Every cast member you would expect will be back to collect their paychecks, which might require a crane, The Finding Nemo sequel will focus on Ellen DeGeneres' forgetful blue tang fish. But Lotje survives. My Beautiful Broken Brain combines her many iPhone recordingscapturing her experience became an obsession in the face of faulty short-term memoryinterviews shot by the documentarian Sophie Robinson beginning just weeks after the hemorrhage, and special effects footage that re-creates the terrifying fever-dream experience of being inside Sodderlands malfunctioning brain, a world she compares to the Red Room in David Lynchs Twin Peaks. WIRED LIVE. While there have been moments of mourning for my old life, my new limitations mean I have been forced to unravel exactly what I was made of. But at the end of the program, she still cant read. Lotje Sodderland, who filmed her recovery from a stroke at the age of 34 Credit: Netflix Every three minutes and 27 seconds, someone in the UK has a stroke. Making a cup of tea was an unfathomable assault course, requiring cognitive skills she couldn't comprehend. In 2013, Lorna Smalley was rushed to hospital with encephalitis, an inflammation of the brain. Her vision is also troubling her she sees intense colors. It's expected to have an anti-SeaWorld message, which should make it strike a chord with parents as well as children, There's still a lot of love for Roald Dahl's stories, and this one is being adapted by none other than Steven Spielberg. Its very different. You dont have to have had a brain hemorrhage.. Lotje Sodderland is an award winning writer and filmmaker, who started her career as a documentarian at the Institute of Public Policy Research (IPPR) and advertising agency Mother in London. The fog was lifting. The last three years have seen a series of milestones the first holiday, the first solo trip. ISTANBUL FILM FESTIVAL. The neurosurgeonexplains that with a hemorrhage of this intensity and with the severity of brain damagethat it causes, many patients dont make it, even with surgical intervention. But I found the therapies a constant reminder of what I couldnt do, rather than what I could. By the end of my first week out of hospital, I was able to speak, but without much coherence. Please refresh the page or navigate to another page on the site to be automatically logged inPlease refresh your browser to be logged in, When Lotje Sodderland woke up in hospital following a stroke, she charted her recovery by making videos on her iPhone. But sarcasm is a complex linguistic process, so I have lost it to some extent. But also I used it just on a practical level, to remember things, like meetings with doctors, and to communicate with friends, because I couldnt read or write. Everyone is so pissed about this remake of the Robin Williams cult hit that it will be a miracle if it escapes a critical drubbing, Martin Scorsese's next film doesn't have a mafioso or corrupt banker in sight. 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